Wow, a lot has happened this past week and once again I had a lot of bad sleeping nights, so it's all a tired blur. Hopefully this post will make sense! In spite of the exhaustion I am currently feeling, my heart is full and I feel very grateful. I will talk more about that as I go along.
After I finished last week's post (on Friday, April 24th), Frank and I left for our anniversary "get away". We drove to Baltimore and checked into our hotel, then we went over to the mall where Medieval Times is located. It wasn't time for the dinner / show to start yet, so we walked around the mall for a bit. Frank found a nice shirt at an Under Armour store that was on sale so he got that. Then we went to the dinner and show, and it was a lot of fun.
We were on the front row of our section which was cool because we got to see all the horses and knights close up. The dinner was pretty yummy (you eat it with your hands--no utensils!) and we enjoyed the show. My only complaint is that it was hard to understand what the actors were saying a lot of the time. I got the gist of what was happening, but it wasn't always super clear what they were saying. Frank said it was hard for him to understand too, so it wasn't just my bad hearing.
Saturday, April 25th: After a good night's rest (for once!) we had breakfast at the hotel and then got ready to go to the temple. At the temple, we did sealings. It was a really sweet way to celebrate our anniversary--to be reminded of the covenants we've made and the many beautiful blessings we've been promised.
After the sealing session, we went down to the distribution center to do a favor for Tammy. Her son had received his endowment the previous evening (we were sorry to miss attending that, but we had already planned this trip before finding out he was going) and he had decided that the garment tops he purchased were a little uncomfortably tight in the shoulders. She knew we would be at the temple that morning, so she texted me and asked if we could pick up a few tops for him in a bigger size. I wanted to get a few garments for myself as well, but they didn't have anything in my size. That seems to be happening a lot lately.
This little overnight trip was so nice! I didn't realize how badly we needed some time away until we were able to do just that.
The other important thing that happened on this trip was that I was able to make a decision about teaching Seminary next year. Frank and I talked about it a lot (actually, I did almost all the talking and he just listened). While we were on the way to the temple, I was talking about it again and I got this very clear impression (although it's going to be hard to describe). The gist of it was "you've been so focused on the reasons why you want to teach one more year and why you think you should teach one more year, that you are not focusing on what would be best for you and your family and that is the more important thing right now." We started talking about what things we would be doing if I weren't teaching--working in the temple together and a possible service mission for me, among other things--and I suddenly knew that those things are what need to happen now. I cried a bit because I'm sad about giving up teaching, but I also felt incredibly at peace about it. I don't know all the reasons why now is the time for me to make this change, but I feel like a lot of it has to do with Seth--for some reason, this is what he needs. Frank and I agreed that we are probably going to look back in a couple of years and say "Oh, that's why that needed to happen then." For now, it just feels great to feel like we are being guided to do what the Lord wants us to do. (And we already have a better idea of the "why" than we did last Saturday...but more on that later.)
Seth was at work when we got home from our trip (and we were really happy that he got up and got to work on time without us there to help him!). We picked up a late lunch on our way home and ate when we got home. Even though we had a good night's rest, we were both feeling sleepy after lunch, so we took a nap. After dinner, I cleaned the stove and the kitchen floor. Then we went to the church so I could do some planning for Tuesday's Seminary lesson. This lesson was about the ancient tabernacle--the objects inside it and what they symbolized. I decided I wanted to set up a little model tabernacle, and I wanted to experiment a bit with different objects and get a feel for what was going to work in the room that I had. When we got to the church, the missionaries were having a Book of Mormon class (which they do every Saturday). When the class got out, we found out that an Elder who served here last year (and finished his mission in December) was visiting with his parents, so we got to talk to him and his parents for a while. It was fun to see him again. We stayed a lot longer at the church than I had planned because of the visiting, but I was still able to finish preparing Monday's Seminary lesson when we got home (mostly creating Power Point slides).
On Sunday (April 26th), I spent the morning reading scriptures and practicing two songs--one that the choir was singing in Sacrament meeting that day and the other was the one I've been trying to learn for an upcoming RS activity. The choir song went well. After church, I had a practice for the other song--it was the first time we had practiced together as a group. I was happy to discover that my practicing at home had paid off and I actually knew the song pretty well. Everyone else seemed to know it pretty well too, so the practice went great.
After I got home, I talked to Jared for a while and worked some more on Tuesday's Seminary lesson. After Seth got home, we had dinner and family night lesson. I was really tired by the time bedtime rolled around!
I taught a Seminary lesson about self reliance & caring for others on Monday April 27th. I liked the lesson, but it was kind of a flop because the youth all seemed to be really tired. That just happens sometimes. I took a 1 hour nap when I got home and spent the rest of the day doing chores, reading (I finished The First State of Being), and finishing preparations for Tuesday's Seminary lesson. Frank and Seth went with me to the church to help me set up the model tabernacle. We set it up in the Primary room, and I think it turned out looking pretty cool! I had objects to represent each of the items in the tabernacle. I had to get pretty creative with some of them and they weren't incredibly accurate, but I also had pictures of each thing that were a lot more accurate representations so they could get a better idea of what the objects probably looked like. There were also scriptures to read about each thing, to help them understand what they might symbolize.
This was the Laver (I added water to the bowl in the morning):
This is the Candlestick (Menorah). I had to get really creative with this one because I didn't even have a candlestick, let alone a Menorah. Even if I had, I couldn't light candles in the church. I really wanted to have something that lit up in some way, though. I kept looking at the two little Easter trees I purchased this year and I knew that the branches were really flexible and they light up using batteries, not flames, so I decided to see if I could manipulate the branches into a Menorah shape. It's not great, but I think it gives you the idea!:
I was really pleased with how the lesson turned out the next morning (Tuesday April 28th). I had a handout with all the objects written on it and the youth were supposed to go around and read the scriptures and write down their thoughts on what each object might symbolize. Most of them spent a lot of time quietly walking around and reading and writing on their papers. It was very calm and reverent.
When we went back to the RS room, they shared what they had written and there was a lot of good insights. Then we talked about some of the symbols in the temples today and what they teach us about Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.
Here is a photo I took after class, before we took everything down (you can see the completed "altar of sacrifice"), plus one that Tammy took of me during the lesson:
After Seminary, I talked to Tammy about my decision for Seminary next year and we were both sad but she was also very understanding and supportive.
When I got home, I took a nap again (not sleeping well). I felt like I was sluggish and not very productive, but somehow still managed to get all the regular chores done. Seth worked that morning but his class was cancelled so when he got home from work he went with me to the storage unit to put away the Easter decorations. We also got a couple of large empty bins to take back home because I have convinced him that he needs to go through his room and put away some things that he isn't currently using (but doesn't want to give up). It will probably take him all summer to get it done (he hasn't done anything on this project yet) but hopefully he'll do it eventually.
Frank had a very slow commute to work that morning because a tractor trailer had overturned (swerved to try to avoid hitting a deer) and was blocking all the lanes on I-270 South. All the traffic had to be diverted off of the freeway to get around it. He left home around 4:00 am but didn't get to work until about 5:45.
Besides chores and the storage unit trip, I also read both of my Seminary lessons for next week and I had time to listen to a special episode of the Follow Him podcast that was talking about the ancient tabernacle (would have enjoyed listening to that before the lesson I taught on the same topic, but I didn't have time). There was this cool moment near the end of the podcast when the guest said this: "...it’s a portable tabernacle. How did they know when to move? When the cloud moved, they moved. And I wanna say this to anybody listening. Sometimes the cloud moves in your life and you move. And it might be hard for you, but whenever you move with the cloud, it’ll be sweet. Wherever you go where the cloud is, it’s sweet. And it might be hard, you might be giving up friends, you might be giving up some former thing, you might be giving up a house, you might be giving up something. But if you move with the cloud, it’s always going to be sweet because you’re where the Lord wants you to be. Sometimes if you’re like, I don’t know why I need to do this or I don’t why I need to do this or I have to go here. Cloud might be moving. Cloud might be moving. That’s teaching us as well, God directing his people to accomplish his purposes." When I heard that, I thought "That's exactly what is happening to me. My cloud is moving!!"
Frank had his regular temple shift that night. I couldn't fall asleep so I was still awake when he got home. He told me when he got home that one of the other workers on the shift with him, who is currently serving as the stake president of the YSA stake that Seth is in, asked him "What are you doing tomorrow night?" When Frank told him he didn't have anything specific planned, he said "I'll probably call you." That left us both wondering what that might be about! In past weeks he has asked Frank questions about how many kids he has at home and what callings he's had, so we wondered if he might have a calling in mind for Frank.
We were supposed to have a guest teacher for Seminary on Wednesday April 29th, but our guest teacher had a death in the family and was out of town for the funeral. She let Tammy know the previous Friday night, and Tammy (bless her!) decided that it would make more sense for her to teach that lesson since it was Part 1 of Leviticus and Tammy was teaching the Part 2 of Leviticus lesson. She did ask me if I could help with part of Friday's lesson and I was able to find some ideas for that one that helped make that one easier for her, but she did all the teaching. Anyway, she taught a great lesson on Wednesday but it was a rough day because a lot of the kids were tired and not making much effort to participate. There were also 3 or 4 girls who were missing for a lot of the class--some of them like to go into the bathroom to finish doing their hair and makeup, but when more than one of them does that, they end up talking to each other and I think they lose track of the time. I ended up marking three of them absent that day because they didn't make it to class until less than 10 minutes before it ended. Just not our best Seminary day!
When I got home from Seminary I took a 2 hour nap since I had been up so late the night before. I wasn't very productive at all that day, but I did manage to plan both of next week's Seminary lessons. After a few really hot days last week, the temperatures dropped again and it's been quite cool all week. Wednesday it was rainy too, so it felt particularly chilly.
Frank received a text message from his temple worker friend that morning asking if Frank could meet with him that evening at our ward building, so Frank met with him and he called him to be a high counselor in the YSA stake (the Washington DC North YSA stake). He is assigned specifically to the branch that Seth attends and will need to go to their branch meetings at least twice a month (plus also attend branch counsel regularly). He will also be speaking once a month at one of the units (there are 8 units in the stake) and he will be working with the EQ presidents to help train them. Their stake conference is this weekend, so he will be sustained then and set apart after the meeting. We are still wrapping our minds around what this is going to be like for our family--big changes!! However, I am really excited for Frank to have this opportunity to serve, learn, and grow in this way and I know he will do a lot of good. I also feel that this change is going to benefit Seth in ways that I can't specify--I just feel like it's going to be a big blessing for him.
Frank's meeting wasn't until 8:00 pm (which is my bedtime) but once again I had trouble falling asleep, so I was still awake when Frank got home with the news about his calling. Then of course, we talked about it for a while and there was a lot to think about, so I didn't end up falling asleep until around 10:30. Unfortunately, I woke up around 12:30 and didn't go back to sleep. I was very glad that I didn't have to teach that morning (Thursday, April 30th). The lesson was great, but a lot of kids were missing that morning. I decided to do grocery shopping and other chores later and instead went home to try to take a short nap. As I was leaving the parking lot feeling super exhausted, I had a feeling a great gratitude for all the growth I've experienced these past 3 years but also huge gratitude that I will not be getting up super early for another year!
The reason I only took a short nap was because I had an event to attend at 8:30--a VITA breakfast to celebrate the end of the tax season. It wasn't just for the volunteers; there were a lot of United Way people there as well as a lot of local government leaders (Frederick County commissioner, Maryland state delegates, the mayor of Frederick). There were 36 volunteers this year but I was suprised that only 8 of us made it to the breakfast. There was plenty of good food and they shared information about the impact of the program this year (how many tax returns completed, the total refund dollars received, etc.) and we got a lot of "thank yous" for our volunteer work but there was more talking than necessary, in my opinion. 😉At the end, we all got certificates of appreciation from both the county and the city, and they took a photo of the volunteers with all the politicians:
Overall, I enjoyed it, but I was tired and ready for another nap when I got home.
When Frank got home from work, he went with me to put gas in my car, get a car wash, and buy groceries. I really appreciated his help! When we got home, I finished all the other chores that needed to be done and I was able to finish preparing Monday's Seminary lesson before bedtime.
I did finally have a pretty good night that night--I remember waking up 3 different times, but only long enough to see what time it was before immediately falling back asleep. For Seminary that morning (Friday, May 1st), we had an "Assess Your Learning" lesson. Tammy divided the class into 3 teams and they did some activities / games to demonstrate things they've learned this semester. (I found the ideas for the activities and games). It was a pretty fun day. Also, one of the ward bishoprics provided breakfast for us.
I went to the temple that morning but instead of the usual 10:00 session, I moved my appointment to the 11:00 session. I knew from experience that even if I slept well the night before (which I did), I would still have a lot of trouble staying awake (because of all the previous bad nights) unless I had a nap first. Moving my appointment back an hour allowed me to come home and take a nap before leaving for the temple. That did help a lot--I really didn't get sleepy during the session.
On the way to the temple and back, I listened to next week's Follow Him podcast, which I really enjoyed.
After I got home, I updated finances and we ate dinner. I also got to talk with Scott for a while. (He just got released from the bishopric in his ward.) I started on this post last night but was too tired to finish so I am finishing it on Saturday morning. I had a haircut first thing this morning and I also practiced the song for the RS activity because that is happening this afternoon. I'll tell more about that next week.
So, it's been a challenging week in many ways, but it has also been so good! "The cloud has moved" for our entire family this week, but I have had such a strong feeling that we are seeing God's hand in our lives and that He is aware of us and putting us where we need to be and that it is all happening because He loves us and these changes are going to be a huge blessing for us.



























































